Wednesday 21, 2012 9:OO P.M.
This is my first blog post. I have too many thoughts squirming in my head right now and I will definitely try to sort out my thoughts in order. I'll try bringing my thoughts in order. In order to do that I need to ask myself a few questions and then I'll try to answer them myself.


1) Why did I start blogging?

Hmmm, let me think. Here are a few points which I can point out.
a) Because at this point of time I am facing an after teen crisis. I have just managed to grow past my teenage and I'm 20 now. But I feel horrible. I am not able to focus on the important things in life. My scores in exams have deteriorated rapidly and I can't seem to think straight. This year has been a big year for me. A lot of things have happened. But I have become much too distracted by other stuff to even focus on one thing long enough. So I have decided to write them down on paper online since that's where I am most of the time. This will help me get back my lost focus and hopefully get me to do something productive.
b) To help myself improve my writing skills. Ever since I got myself into engineering I have deteriorated in my writing skills. You can thanks my teachers who write and speak poor quality English. I have written for blogs before. But it seems that I need to write slowly but surely a policy that I have been missing out since the begining of class 11.

2) But why a blog and not a personal word document diary?

Well the name of my blog should say it all. I am a very egotistical person. I would love to have a million fans. But one thing pride of is the fact that I can be a pretty logical thinker sometimes. So since I know that my blog won't win me  millions  of fans hopefully it will deflate my ego a little bit. I seriously need to work on improving myself.

3) So what exactly am I going to write about here?

Well the truth on everything. Or at least of what I think is the truth. I realize that since I often get a lot of ideas but I never really follow them through or work hard in trying to find out what's going on really deep. So I am going to write about my personal space here. My personal opinions. My personal life. But I will also write about my so called scientific ideas. Technical details about all the things I study. And that means yes I will include tough equations, hard explanations, logical sets etc.
It won't fetch much readers?
I did not start writing this blog with the intention of increasing my fan base. I am writing this blog as a purely personal space. And my work is a part of my personal space too.
And yes I will talk heaps about my dream. I had this one dream since I was little. And no I am not lying about it. I honestly had this dream from a very small age. I want to be an inventor. I want to invent new things. And this does not necessarily mean machines. Yes it has been a part of my dream to build some new machine or electronic device that will be an industry rage. But I always wanted to do something big. Something really really big. Like so big that the whole world will turn it's head at the invention and then they will ask for it's inventor amazed at the ingenuity. Yes all inventors amazed me. The first inventor who I learnt of was Alexander Graham Bell. The inventor of the telephone. I did not realize at that time how much of a revolutionary he was. Neither did I understand the amazing nature of his contribution. I was just amazed at how he could actually invent something new. Later as I grew up I learnt how much of an inspiration Thomas Alva Edison was with his famous inspirational quote, "Invention is 1% genius and 99% perspiration". As I grew up farther I truly realized why Einstein was called a genius. His uncanny ways of looking at the Universe in his own creative ways and his completely out of the world solution to seemingly unsolvable problems in physics is just too awesome.
I want to be like them. I want to utilize my brains to do something good in nature.

Well time has come to end today's post. Since I am finally writing something for which I am not paid I don't have any deadlines to complete. So things are just perfect for me I guess to slowly think before I write and write each word as clearly as possible.

At first I thought I will write everything here. But I guess somethings like my study schedule are best kept offline so that i can access them while I am offline.

9.59 P.M. Wednesday 2012